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A reintroduction. Well, it’s been a good few years since I’ve dusted off this little corner of the internet I can still call mine. Once a dream and a cathartic escape, life simply happened and the cobwebs moved in. But I’ve found myself back here out of pure curiosity, I did not think it would inspire me to actually post again, yet here we are! A few years older, wiser? Maybe. More tired? Certainly.
I recently turned twenty eight and yes, your twenties really are just absolute chaos, nothing of which we were ever prepared for and the last few years have been wildly up and down. But I’ve got to say, I’m looking forward to seeing the back of this particular year after a heavy couple of months due to my health. I won’t get into it right now, it’s been tough, but I’m getting there. If there’s anything to take from it, is how much it has all shifted my perspective, on life, my wants and fears. It’s true, that sometimes it takes something big to make you realise what matters, sometimes the realisations can be tough to swallow. You wonder if you wasted too much time, if you held yourself back too much. These thoughts have gone through me a couple of times over the last few months, but luckily I’ve managed to focus on how I want things to be going forward.
As 2024 nears its end, I make no promises or plans for the next year. My health undoubtedly remains top priority, but I have no expectations for how the year will be. Only how I will approach it. Which is with strength, enthusiasm and lust. I’ve always appreciated the little things and always will, but I admit to getting a bit too comfortable and not pushing myself a little further. Always holding off with the excuse I’ll do it another time.
Time is precious and I’m grateful to have found myself back in this corner I really loved and treasured being able to put my thoughts into words and sharing them. Along with a fresh perspective and new lease of motivation.
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